Well, I have officially been single for 2 years and although
I was committing to staying single until my 30th Birthday, I think I’m
in a good place now. I know me a lot better and I’ve definitely learn a GREAT
deal about me in the last 2 years. I’m not planning on going out a getting a
guy like tomorrow or anything like that, but, I think I am more open to the
possibility of dating now and of getting to know someone and letting someone
really get to know me. I can say that there is a great deal of fear in actually
going through with the idea of this and with the idea of actually getting back
in the dating game. My relationship life has revolved around some very specific
people for a very long time and I can admit that I still love him/them but it’s
a love of what we had and how we’ve grown as individuals. A love of what doing
the wrong thing has taught me and a love of appreciation of what the “relationship”
did for me. Now with all that being said, it’s time to start (continue) praying
that God directs my path and allows me to continue to shape and mold myself so
that when I do meet/have my potential mate that I am all he needs me to be and
so much moe.
Well, that’s all for now….
