I think this particular post is one that will have to be repeated several times...why...because I said so...no seriously though...the reason why is because there will be good days and there will be bad days...but this is me taking the first step...
Dear B.C.,
I forgive you. I swore I never would, but, I'm learning more and more each day that the hurt and pain, the bitterness and anger, the unforgiveness that I am harboring toward you is not doing anything to harm or hurt you but it is causing hurt and harm in my own life and possibly even the lives of those that I love so I am taking the first step to say that I forgive you.
Do I know why you did what did?
No.
Do I want to know?
Absolutely.
Do I need to know?
I'm not sure anymore.
This is a place that I never expected to get in life. I never thought I could think about you or that situation and be okay...I never thought that I could be in a place where I was wrecked with tears and all but cussing God out, but, today happens to be a really good day...and on really good days...we take progress by the horns and when run with it so I'm running.
Well...this is just the beginning...
Until Next time...
Love...Peace...&...Poetry
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